8th July 2000

Well, it is the 8th of July ... Uni starts on Monday and I have changed my papers - or will on Monday.  I will do 4 Comf papers this semester and move Maori 110 to Summer School.  Will mean I will be doing it over 6 weeks instead of 12 ~ I might remember enough for my exam ... lol.  I also want to go to the Humanities Dept. to dee what I need to do to either do a Double Major with Religious Studies (2 papers I think) or a Dip. Grad.  Or both!!!!

Himmmmm ... well I think this could be one of those long and wining entries, where not a lot makes sense, but I keep on writing anyways.  At the moment I am feel low ... well lower than that.  Not sure why. Uni. has started and I am enjoying that ... I have started to r3econnect with friends and it seems that it is going to me a interesting Semester.

I have stopped using firetalk and ICQ at the moment.  I need a break.  Guess I am unsure who my friends are and who are not.  I seem to have to delete entries in my guest book ..... usually left by someone from Timaru.  Guess it just pisses me off.  When they have a problem some of them exspect me to ring them up and help them out.  Well fuck it - not any more.  They can all go and  fucken well rotate.

So, what else is happening n my life at the moment .... hmmmmm ..... not a lot.  I had a scan yesterday and the results will take around a mont to come.  Hope all is ok, but if the constant pain is anything to go with, I am a bit concerned to tell you the truth.

Why have  I left firetalk?  Well guess I can no longer go into a room when people seem to be always abusive to each other.  Yes, they blaime it on drugs and boose, and maybe so .... but I'd rather keep going into msn where people are civil with each other.

ICQ ... well is full of firetalk people ..... I'll prob go on again when I feel better, but at the moment my bones hurt just to much and I am do down to be bothered.

Well enough for now - might write more later ..... might take my homepage off the server ...... might just do nothing - who knows.

Well another entry in here ... not sure why I do to be honest, but I do. For some reason I am still feeling down.  I uninstalled ICQ and firetalk last week ... felt I needed to hide for some reason.  I reimstalled both last nite ..... not sure if I will go back onto ICQ though.

I have had my scan last week and will hear the results in a month ... is that the reason for the way I am feeling?  Who knows.  Is it cause I am single ... and the only females who can be bothered talking to me are either to young or to old, or live miles away. Might write more later ... will see.

Well here I am again, back online --- still feeling a bit low ... time to switch off.

Well ... I had some good news from Uni. this week ... I can graduate at the end of the year!!!!! Wahooooo.    I will have  to do 3 papers next year, so the year after I can apply for the post. Graduate course, but in December I can get a B.A. in Community and Family Studies, and a Diploma for Graduates - not to be confused with a Postgraduate Diploma.

I would rather wait till May next year, as I will have finsihed the three other papers, but mum wants me to graduate on 16th December.  If I do I want to do it in absentia (ie they confer it and stick them in the post). Mum wants the ceremony.  The reason is, I was hoping, soon after exams, to go and work in Adelade  (Australia) over the break.  Well, I have applyed for the Dec. Grad and will be receiving the paper work in August sometime.  So I have some time to think about it. Just think, when I write to the Letters to the Editor, I can add B.Theol; B.A.; Dip.Grad  ... tee hee.

So, what else has been happening to me.  I have finished my 3rd week of the 2nd semester. I am doing 4 papers and enjoying three of them.  I am not to sure on one.  The lecturer is boring as hell.  Not his fault as he had to come in at the last moment to take someone elses course.

Not  a lot of excitement has happened recently.  I got a credit card so I can do some stuff over the nt, and lost my credit card viginity by purchasing the Philadelphia CD - my tape had worn ou!!!.  If you wasnt music go to http://cd.star.co.nz  A fantastic place and the boss has a great receptionist also ... tee hee.

One bummer over the past few weeks has been that I can not go to the firetalk party in Christchurch :o(  It is over Labour weekend (October 20-22nd) and my Uni. exams are from 18th Oct till 5th Nov.  I have 4 to sit overr that time, and as I will not have the time table b4 registration is doe ... I can't go :o(

Well, 7th of August is my father's 60th B.day. Still trying to think what I can get him ... I have no idea.  He was so rude about the christmas present I got for him.

Well enough goss for now - catch ya later!!  Oh other big news - I am going to meet Lana this week!!!!!